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1.7k · Mar 2022
Onsra
Bea Rae Mar 2022
I have spent my whole life attempting to find the sun.
So, that I may have a source of light,
In this dark tunnel that I inhabit,
Which is defined as my life.
But it was not until I halted my journey that I realized,
The world's brightest stars need darkness to shine.
1.2k · Dec 2021
Veritatem Dilexi
Bea Rae Dec 2021
Please just leave my head

Instead of convincing me

I'm better off dead
1.1k · Feb 8
Omnia Vincit Amor
Bea Rae Feb 8
With false hopes and dreams

I stand here waiting for you

To fulfill your vows
1.1k · Feb 11
Dolce Far Niente
Bea Rae Feb 11
How could I forget

Being blamed for his abuse

When I spoke of it
1.0k · Mar 28
The End of Us
Bea Rae Mar 28
Will the ghost of you

Haunt me if I cannot let you go

After you leave me
994 · Mar 14
Pour Another Drink
Bea Rae Mar 14
I have been butchered

By your words your actions and

By your *****
892 · Feb 9
Calanthe
Bea Rae Feb 9
Withered and broken

I long to be the flower

Blossoming with ease
852 · Feb 8
Amour Soudain
Bea Rae Feb 8
Before you leave me

Please take all the memories

Enclosed in my heart
810 · Feb 8
Le Joker
Bea Rae Feb 8
My words weren't abusive

When I said them in that tone

He stated to me
767 · Feb 10
Mi Bella Vita
Bea Rae Feb 10
Words I wish to hear

Your heart is worthy of love

Your soul merits happiness
727 · Feb 29
Daemonium
Bea Rae Feb 29
As the walls close in

The demons inside my head

Steal every breath I take
703 · Feb 8
Esto Quod
Bea Rae Feb 8
Why do I hold on

To the stranger's perception

Of who I should be
690 · Feb 15
La Vérité Blesse
Bea Rae Feb 15
I fault myself

For falling in love with your lies

Instead of the truth
655 · Feb 10
L'amour Ment
Bea Rae Feb 10
He was never mine

To love to hold or to lose

Yet I waste my time
638 · Mar 22
Dear Lover
Bea Rae Mar 22
Despite of every

Little thing you put me through

I loved you selflessly
597 · Apr 1
Living Obituary
Bea Rae Apr 1
I spend more time

Mourning the living rather

Than mourning the dead
587 · Feb 17
Aναταραχή
Bea Rae Feb 17
One day I might lose

To the hidden thoughts floating

Deep inside my head
541 · Mar 18
Greater Lessons
Bea Rae Mar 18
I've had enough loss

In this life and the next life

That has yet to come
539 · Mar 5
Omnia Causa Fiunt
Bea Rae Mar 5
Just because you did

Not notice does not mean

I handled it well
490 · Mar 2
Semper Meliora
Bea Rae Mar 2
When you are looking

For love in the wrong places

You will think of me
470 · Mar 24
Til The End of Time
Bea Rae Mar 24
I'm going to miss you.

For days, months, years;
For the rest of my life.

I am going to miss you.

I am sure you will invade my thoughts when I least expect it.
Like when I drink my morning coffee, find a new song or book, or when I hear a laugh similar to yours.

I am going to miss you.

Many things do not last,
But I know my thoughts, feelings, and memories of you will never die.

Even though, at times, I will not want to,
I am going to miss you.
461 · Feb 20
Osculum Mortis
Bea Rae Feb 20
When will I be free

From his grasp and his control

What will it cost me
453 · Mar 10
Mendax
Bea Rae Mar 10
Empty promises

Hang on the line next to

Your ***** laundry
452 · Feb 16
Amore Agrodolce
Bea Rae Feb 16
Please do not worry

I will cover the rubble

That you left behind
446 · Feb 24
Rétrospection Rose
Bea Rae Feb 24
Behind tinted glass

Your love is quite beautiful

I wish it was real
425 · Feb 18
Deus ex Machina
Bea Rae Feb 18
With seven billion

Souls on earth how fortunate

Are we to have met
Bea Rae Apr 15
I cannot bring myself

To say goodbye because that

Means losing you forever
411 · Mar 31
Written In The Stars
Bea Rae Mar 31
In another life

The stars align and shine

Brightly for our love
410 · Mar 11
Love in Fate
Bea Rae Mar 11
Nothing hurts more than

Finding the right person at

The wrong time in life
409 · Mar 12
Fragile Hearts
Bea Rae Mar 12
Why would I break you

When I am entirely

Broken myself
409 · Mar 15
Silent Cries
Bea Rae Mar 15
Why did I ever

Think you would respect my no

When I said it
403 · Feb 22
Cara Mea
Bea Rae Feb 22
My greatest regret

Was breaking myself for you

So you felt loved
403 · Mar 2
Satur
Bea Rae Mar 2
Sweetheart what makes you

Think that you will be anything

More than doormat
392 · Apr 8
Stages of Life
Bea Rae Apr 8
Have you asked yourself

If you are running towards your fears

Or away from them
385 · Apr 11
Soulmate
Bea Rae Apr 11
Somewhere maybe in

Another time your heart was

A piece of mine
382 · Apr 15
Worse for Wear
Bea Rae Apr 15
Tell me, which is harder.
Waiting for something you know will never be in your cards,
or having to come with the terms that it will never happen.
373 · Mar 19
The Game
Bea Rae Mar 19
Love with you was different,
but you still played me.
Like every person you claimed not to be.
371 · Apr 12
Inevitable
Bea Rae Apr 12
Maybe closing yourself

Off from me will make it easier

When the inevitable comes
367 · Feb 22
Ses Promesses
Bea Rae Feb 22
If I try harder

Maybe I can salvage this

Rather than fail you
356 · Apr 19
Turning Tables
Bea Rae Apr 19
With her upbringing

She could have been a villian

Instead she chose righteousness
Bea Rae Apr 8
From the moment I

Met him I knew he was worth

The heart ache
331 · Apr 6
The Hues of Your Soul
Bea Rae Apr 6
I fell in love with

The darkness of your soul because

It felt like home
312 · Feb 28
Usque ad Mortem
Bea Rae Feb 28
It was my mistake

Trying to keep you close when

You wanted to leave
265 · Apr 16
Skeletons and Tombs
Bea Rae Apr 16
Are we all broken

Do we all have grave sites to

Hide the worst parts of us
258 · May 6
My Mentor Said
Bea Rae May 6
It's okay to mourn the things you never had,
As long as you don't let the grief consume you.
199 · May 9
In Between The Battles
Bea Rae May 9
I do not need you to save me,
But I do need you to hold me while I rest.

— The End —