My charm and good looks,
spark your attention.
Attraction

My confidence and humor,
keep you aside.
Demise

My emotional heart,
slowly tearing us apart.
Smart

I'm at that point again
When all I want to do is sleep

My eyelids feel constantly heavy
And my body continuously aches

My emotions are dormant
And my smiles are fake

I'm just going through the motions
I feel pointless, a waste of space

I've been here before, I know
But I don't remember what changed