How can you lose something you never had?
Can you truly miss it? Are you truly sad?
Believing creates existence in your physical mind
And once it takes over your heart, you ignore every sign
Until reality comes forth, and smacks you in the face
SCREAMS it at you, until you lose your faith and grace
It Never was yours, you were blind to believe it!
It will Never be yours, you're still blind if you can't see it!
But it Was real that day, I could feel it, I could smell it, I could see it.
You're lying! I won't let you take it away! I had plans, I was in-love, I need it!
It was hope, an inspiration, a clear mind, I never felt free-er
Now It's gone, a declaration, a fine, I'm no longer that believer
Thank you Reality, for setting me straight
I needed that check and to be put in my place
Life goes on, not as sweet, but honest without faith
Eyes wide open, heart closed and walls up, I'm safe.