living without you felt like a nightmare to me.
it was a nightmare that i didn't get to wake up to a mother's love and comfort in the mornings,
or even when i would sleep at night.
but now living with you,
i realize the only nightmare i'll ever live with
is the fact that you blame me for the way your life ended to be like.
but i'd rather carry your burdens,
than have anyone else do.
you are my mother,
and one day,
if not now,
or if not in this lifetime,
i hope you can say that you love me back too.