Mar 2021
You said we were done, and it made me loose my stand, my feet started to tremble to shake and fear took over me in just a second and I couldn’t breath, I didn’t want to live.
I couldnt hold your face any longer, I couldnt smell your hair, the hours will pass through me like a forgotten wonder, while I wonder where youve been.
I couldnt think of you as my angel, or hold your hands next to heart, I couldnt hold you close for forever, nor calm your tears with mine... because you are now gone.
Going through the motions now, meeting people, shaking hands, kissing my loneliness away, like a homeless dog tries to look for a heart, searching for what I dont want.
It feels empty now, it doesnt make sense now, none of this covers a hole now, the emptiness of happiness, singing songs of darkness.
And I go through the motions now, filling glasses with liquid poison, trying to forget, looking for the next erosion of my feelings, waiting for them to quiet down, I don’t understand.
My bed feels empty, since the last time you were home, driving down the street feels lonely since I last drove you back. Even the bar we went to, just that one time, it holds my heart with hooks of fire every time I drive past.
And it just feels numb now, everything seems off now, you are too far away, everything ***** now, you aren’t mine, everything is hard now...
You took my heart, and kept it since, I miss my heart, you took it all, we had it all, and you left me none... you have my heart now, I don’t want it back, I wanna have yours back, I want you to hold me now.
Going through the motions now, looking at the mirrors that don’t look back, going through life now, like a used cigarette left in the rain, slowly disappearing into every one else’s days.
But take my hand now, hold me close again, you and I are broken together, but our pieces fit so properly, you and I, the idea of that brings me pain and my smile back.
You and I, could it be? Could I hold you once again?, and never let you go...
Going through the motions now, every day feels further apart, every moment I don’t have you, kills another bit of my soul, every kiss I don’t steal from you, lets me see Im lost.
Its you and I now, but only in my dreams, ill hold onto that dream for now, while I prepare the rope and chair, its you and I now, or could that ever be? It doesn’t matter much now, I couldn’t see you even if you came, my eyes are shut red now, let me hold on to that dream.
Its all over now, good bye my sweet thing.
I couldnt hold your face any longer, I couldnt smell your hair, the hours will pass through me like a forgotten wonder, while I wonder where youve been.
I couldnt think of you as my angel, or hold your hands next to heart, I couldnt hold you close for forever, nor calm your tears with mine... because you are now gone.
Going through the motions now, meeting people, shaking hands, kissing my loneliness away, like a homeless dog tries to look for a heart, searching for what I dont want.
It feels empty now, it doesnt make sense now, none of this covers a hole now, the emptiness of happiness, singing songs of darkness.
And I go through the motions now, filling glasses with liquid poison, trying to forget, looking for the next erosion of my feelings, waiting for them to quiet down, I don’t understand.
My bed feels empty, since the last time you were home, driving down the street feels lonely since I last drove you back. Even the bar we went to, just that one time, it holds my heart with hooks of fire every time I drive past.
And it just feels numb now, everything seems off now, you are too far away, everything ***** now, you aren’t mine, everything is hard now...
You took my heart, and kept it since, I miss my heart, you took it all, we had it all, and you left me none... you have my heart now, I don’t want it back, I wanna have yours back, I want you to hold me now.
Going through the motions now, looking at the mirrors that don’t look back, going through life now, like a used cigarette left in the rain, slowly disappearing into every one else’s days.
But take my hand now, hold me close again, you and I are broken together, but our pieces fit so properly, you and I, the idea of that brings me pain and my smile back.
You and I, could it be? Could I hold you once again?, and never let you go...
Going through the motions now, every day feels further apart, every moment I don’t have you, kills another bit of my soul, every kiss I don’t steal from you, lets me see Im lost.
Its you and I now, but only in my dreams, ill hold onto that dream for now, while I prepare the rope and chair, its you and I now, or could that ever be? It doesn’t matter much now, I couldn’t see you even if you came, my eyes are shut red now, let me hold on to that dream.
Its all over now, good bye my sweet thing.
