ri-ri

ri-ri Dec 2015

An innocent girl who loves to venture the world
She met a guy, then the things she once believed in became blurred
For her, Everything was a sacrifice
For him, Everything was a show

She was shattered like a broken glass
And she thought that maybe if she fade just like a dust
Then no one would knew that she was here
She was here and was shattered in a million pieces.

No one can understand the pain that she felt
He broke her once
and now she’s struggling to trust someone else.

Because it wasn’t an accident
You meant to break it
even if you leave
The damage was done by you.

For her, Promises is everything
but after he got it broken
his sorry means nothing!

She's the broken glass
You shattered on the floor
Shattered in a million pieces
A broken glass nothing more.

#broken #shattered #pain

ri-ri Mar 2015

It Kills Me

I tried to ease the pain
But the pain won’t go away
I want this things to end it today
‘Cause I don’t want to wake up and pretend that I’m okay.

Feeling Uncomfortable for what I’m feeling right now
I always pray every night this all was just a lie
Life seems I’m imprisoned
and was caged alone

The pain in my eyes has many things to say
No need for other words to express
Just look into my eyes and understand me
I wanted to be okay and just act like nothing happened

Sometimes I know I'm better off dead
I would not feel the pain anymore
Knowing it's the one thing that's real
Behind all the games and lies
An emptiness haunts my eyes

Sorrow consuming every thought
Slowly losing everything I've got
Darkness closing in all around
Still I don't make a single sound

Will you stop haunting me?
I want a normal life, will you let me be?
We have known each other for a long time,
but I can no longer fill my heart with happiness and
Plan for happier moments in return.

You are part of my deepest soul
Will you disappear from my darkest hours
Just let me stay happy for the rest of my life
I’ve felt a lot of heartaches and strife.

I don’t want this anymore
I just wanted to be simply happy without asking for more
It’s just unfair to feel this pain
even if I know there are a lot of things that I’ve gained

Pain, I know you will never let me go
You will haunt me and wrap me tightly because I’m now your foe
When will you set me free, to fly like a birds in the sky
Then my heart wouldn’t let me cry

The pain kills inside me
Can someone help me to stop this reality
I don’t want to live like a living hell
I could be happy can someone tell?

#pain #depression #sadness
this is the reality...

ri-ri Mar 2015

Treated Like A Princess

I was born without a diamond and a shining crown
They really assure that I don't frown
Everyone makes me feel special
Even if I know it's not essential.

Maybe people hated me for whatever reason it could be
I only wish they could see
That I am treated like a Princess
No more or no less

They try to give me everything that I need
even if it seems like a greed

#Princess

ri-ri Mar 2015

Captivated By Your Smile

You have such a really beautiful smile
That you already forgot how to cry
Your smile can be seen from up to a mile
You've changed my thoughts whenever you just try

It is one of the greatest thing you have
That can never be replaced by anyone
Though you could bring tears from someone you love
and is greater than any kind of thing

When you have smiled at me like an angel
I don't want to see your sad face again
Just one look and I will fell
And you will not feel suffering pain

It's such a beautiful thing to look at
I guess I don't know what to do with that

#smile

ri-ri Mar 2015

A Place Where I'd Rather Be

Someday this could be my enchanted place,
                             It is a place where I have merely known
                              I do admire it in different ways
                           I could just stay up and look at that dawn

                               Some says it is a city full of lights
                                It feels like it is really calling me
                            This could enlighten up my darkest night
                             It could be a place for dreamers like me

                            It is a place where you could be so far
                            I’ll be calling this my home, as far now
                             Someday I will be visiting that star
                             I’m hoping that it will happen right now

                              The towers will be standing before me
                               It is a place where I wanted to be

#love #sonnet #my #paris

ri-ri Mar 2015

Sorry..

I don't know how to do it,
But I got to do this right,
I need to say I'm sorry, ‘cause
I don't want to see us fight.

I’m sorry for being a dummy.
I always made you cry because I’m so moody.
I want you to realize that I appreciate all the things that you’re doing just for me.
I try so hard for you to see, how you change my world that’s all I ever need.

I never meant to hurt you
but that’s what I always do.
I really owe you a lot and I have so much to prove.
Writing a poem and making a surprise is what I can do.

I am sorry yet again for causing you pain.
That is the last thing I ever wanted to aim.
Just making you feel how lucky I am to be your friend and
Being with you is how my life should be spend.

I hope that you still know how much I love and cherish you,
Like nothing else in my life gives me the thrill of being loved by you.
So I hope that you would listen and see it within my eyes,
this sincere apology that comes with tears without lies.

I know what I said hurt you
and believe me I didn’t mean to.
the last thing I want to see is you to feel sad
because I can't control myself when I get mad

words I say don't always come out right
and they always seem to start a fight
I know you’re just concern about me.
I wish I could have seen.

#sorry #treasure #love

ri-ri Mar 2015

it was what i found

I used to think sadness is beautiful
Maybe because It's just a place where I'd rather be at my befall.
I have experienced pain,
Pain makes me realize what happiness really partakes

I've been lost for a while
Then suddenly I found myself being at a right place where I could be me for a longtime
Could this be the happiness that I'm waiting or It's just temporary just like a finger snap.

I should never waste my time
seeking for the things that will make me smile
I really keep on trying, just to find the happiness that I desire
yet I forgot I's just hiding on the things that I admire

Life is so much better
when things get sweeter
I found love that made me realize that happiness is just around
and would make people calm down.

Happiness is just around, in every little thing that surrounds us
We should open our eyes to see what would be the great things that awaits us.
My happiness seeks attention
and I should never forget to make things memorable.

#happiness

#self #happiness #emotions #perspective