does it make you feel like a big, strong man to bring up my dead dad and call him a loser for being so sad? and then to compare me to him like i don’t stand a chance to go anywhere and i may as well give up and go to hell because i’m already living there every day is a nightmare when i should be following my dreams and not my fears but i’ve been fighting with these feelings for several years i’ve cried the seven seas worth of tears and i’m done with this **** i no longer want you here i don’t need your negativity dragging my bones through the dirt i’m tired of being broken and hurt as you tear and rip me down to nothing and steal away my worth i was put on this earth for more than your petty entertainment my strings are being cut and i’m no longer letting you have control it’s my world now, baby and there’s a fire blazing in my soul