feeling a subconscious need to compete with those around me
constantly being told i was not desired for what i was or what i ever could be
i always felt like the sore thumb amongst my friends
the dumb one who said and did things that didn’t make sense to anyone and just made them want to turn and run
i have always tried to blend in but in tiny bits with little chuckles and false grins forever living in confusion and unsure of what could and should happen
i’m just a dumb bunny hoping to be funny and trying to quit dying and maybe one day be somebunny