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 Jul 2018 f
Jerry
Without Woman
 Jul 2018 f
Jerry
Without colors & contrasts,
Without whispers & softness,

Without smiles & giggles,
Without caring & sensitivity.

Without jiggles & wiggles,
Without feminine beauty.

Without women,
She's so elusive
 Jul 2018 f
Jerry
Hiding
 Jul 2018 f
Jerry
Jewelry & Perfume,
Things that glitter.
Make-up and Tattoos.
Designed to distract my attention
from the real pretty girl.
One of my favorites.
 Jul 2018 f
Jerry
Incomplete
 Jul 2018 f
Jerry
An incomplete soul.
Searching & Searching.
Can never be whole.

An incomplete soul.
Seemingly, missing  pieces.
It's hard to know.

All required parts
locked into place.
With emptiness in my heart.

An incomplete soul
Always longing,
Always wanting,
Never consoled.

Smiles are heavy.
Never knowing how
to break through the levy

A dark black hole.
Always melancholy
My incomplete soul.
People sense my loathing id.
 Jul 2018 f
Jerry
Convienient Love
 Jul 2018 f
Jerry
I've torn off my passion with force and lye
but not my curiosity.

Love is diminished.
Lust is no more.
What is left?

Convenient Love?
Perhaps endearing anger.
 Jul 2018 f
Jerry
She's a selfish lover, armed with stunning beauty.
She hunts joyfully for an innocent & caring heart,
She wants to satisfy her longing spirit.

Self validation by conquered hearts.
Conquests, like trophies on a night stand.
Each victory validated by a wounded spirit.
Her potent satisfactions soon dwindles.

Repeated victories, must be obtained.
Scores of bleeding hearts form rivers of tears.
Each conquest screaming from nearby roof tops.
Her Reputation becomes known by many.

The walking wounded,
They protect their dulled spirit
With raised eyebrows and gently shaking heads,
With muffled voices they warn, she is trouble waiting to happen.

I have been bitten by her kind of love.
The sting lingers in my heart,
The scars noticeable in my spirit & in my eyes.

I have her disease now.
My heart longs for love.
Not for Revenge!
But, for recovery and for self validation!
Some may have read this before. But I wanted to repost to get additional feed back. I some time re-read my own to reflect on how things are going. Not much has changed, on the inside.
 Jul 2017 f
lonleyflowerx
Untitled
 Jul 2017 f
lonleyflowerx
i want to kiss you in every body of water i use to wish i was drowning in
 Apr 2017 f
Olga Valerevna
My, My
 Apr 2017 f
Olga Valerevna
I know you know I find you when you float above the sky
or swim inside the oceans flowing heavy in your eyes
Invite me as I am for that is all you ever see
remind the world we Live because we're broken at the knee
We crawl to claim our purpose while we replicate the Truth
repeat the words we hear for this is all that we can do
and you will not be bothered by the noise of other songs
you are the only the music I can play these Words upon
for you, my Malakai.
 Apr 2017 f
lonleyflowerx
after life
 Apr 2017 f
lonleyflowerx
sometimes i wonder if when i die
in my after life i will be with you again
or if it will finally be a life free of your memory
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