with a mother that made me feel unwanted from birth doing her best to break me and steal away my worth iβve been working day and night my entire life to undo the slices she made in my heart with her knife
and fast forward to age fifteen i start to feel loved but by a man twice my age with two children of his own not much younger than myself keeping me his ***** little secret until the day i turned eighteen i was so excited to be with him finally without fearing being seen
but then he didnβt want me anymore because the excitement was gone i didnβt need to be hidden anymore and that was all he really wanted all along
after that i met another man nearly twice my age who persistently tried to woo me until i eventually got worn down and gave in to his ways
he said he wanted to show me off to make me his girl but as soon as i was he became a monster and all he did was break me more and more every day until i went limp and just let him have his way he ***** me sodomized me told me i was **** that no one else would ever love me that i was disgusting spoiled worthless and unworthy of being anything more than his little dried up worm he lived to hurt me and make me squirm
years and tears havenβt been enough to heal me and i am trying every day to find the value in myself i just hope you can really see me