~~ all in the end I'll always be unwelcome whatever i contribute I will remain invisible this home won't accept me but I still stuck around trying so hard ~ ~ hoping in vain one day it will come embrace me ~ ~ I am leaving this place but in my head I cannot shake this feeling that who would accept me in the road ahead I'd always be alone walking through the forest there is no one to call my own ~ ~ I reach the native land it is by the sea the waves do not reach me the cool breeze skip over me there is the absence of the sun rays ~ ~ but I am floating in this helpless feeling little more push and I might just drown ~~