I hate you
I hate how I hate you
I hate how you talk
I hate what you say
I hate that nothing you do is true
I hate that you hide
I hate that you just lie
I hate how you looked right in my face
I hate how easily the lies left your lips
I hate how I can't hold back tears inside
I hate letting you see me cry
I hate that I stand there and just nod
I hate how you just get away with it all
I hate that you show no remorse
I hate that I put my life on hold for someone I didn't even know
I hate that I still miss you
I hate it so much
I hate how I'll say 1000 words and you'll barely say one
I hate how selfish you are
I hate how weak I was
I hate that I didn't just walk away
I hate that I allowed you to let me stay
I hate the tears that fall at night
I hate my regrets floating around my head
I hate how it always ends up something you should've said
I hate being on the mend, just to trip and fall all over again
I hate that I was letting go
I hate that you weren't worth holding onto
I hate that I gave you so much
I hate how much you took away
I hate all the "why's" floating in my head
I hate to know those are words that'll never be said
I hate that I am like this
I hate that I let you in
I hate how you didn't let me out
I hate you for taking my heart for a joy ride
I hate you for just being you
I hate that hate has filled my heart
I hate you for breaking it apart
I hate me for being in denial
I hate that I have to feel this way but, it's the only way the hate will eventually go away
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