Life is different with your distance have i said it have i said it enough?? when i wake can i keep up what do you want? when failed and struggling with a sick mind Laying down with weight of gravity nothing to say with nothing to lose safe and sound Insomnia!!! far away from soothing lead me through bring me to the ground my disgrace is within myself and nothing more cries to change mind i begining to fade out And fail direction left as ashes within inches of non existent i hurt and choose to believe within as i run away from change one day you'll remember i push towards the pain and pull away from sane i watch you fade in you watch me fade out.