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Notepad Jul 2018
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I know it hurts, I'm sorry
Please don't cry, I'm sorry
I'll miss you, I'm sorry
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I will always love you, Good bye
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It hurts to lose someone you love
Notepad Sep 2021
There is light in thee
from the darkest galaxies
reflects light in me
🌙
Notepad Jun 2022
I hope you find her
In the darkness that surrounds you
I hope she will care for you
Better than I could
I know I left
For I am not meant for you
I cannot hold you
I do not deserve you
I no longer exist in your mind
Rather a poem in your heart
Our love will guide us better
In someone else's arms
You left a mark in me
That I shall treasure
I hope you find your lover
My lost partner
You will always be loved
Notepad Dec 2023
I can't count sadness
Memories buried in me
River from the sky
See you on the other side
Forgiveness in our goodbyes
Notepad Apr 18
I told you who I see,
Because im done blaming me,
And you choose to walk away,
Didn't even tried to stay,
Easy to brush away,
Cause you dont care anyway...
You showed me how much you treated me badly and I pretended that im okay so you wouldnt hurt yourself. I believe that there is good in you always, that's why I stayed and hoped we could make it. But you gave me no signal, no response, no story. What am I to do? When I did the best of me for you? Making me feel like I haven't done so much in trying, in hoping that everything is going to be okay. But this isn't okay, how much pain I embraced from your absence, silence, recklessness, hopelessness and to make me feel like I'm not being enough for you. Why do I despair now? I don't know anymore...
Notepad Jul 2021
Find thy inner peace,
in the midst of all unknown,
creating your flow,
Growing
Notepad Sep 2020
Every bite of you
comes with an aftertaste
of broken fragments
Notepad Feb 2023
You are out of my reach
But i still feel you near
Even if time keep us apart
we'll always be here
I know you don't believe me
Sometimes I don't too
But as long as you're happy
I will be too
Don't press the scars
that we left behind
It will heal one at a time
my love, we'll be fine
Don't worry about tomorrow
Because this is my goodbye
You're a free crow, my love
Soaring through the night
🖤
Notepad Nov 2019
I feel so blank that i couldn't keep my head up,
because my anxiety starts to build up,
I drank to lift my spirits up,
but it wasn't enough for three cups,

I'm not broken but it feels right,
maybe just sad from last night,
I can't share what's inside,
can't even smile for a little awhile,
Why...
Notepad Jun 2020
If I close my eyes
I'll end up missing you
But leaving them open
would turn me blind
And I'd lose you forever
Notepad Feb 2023
Dear blue sweater,

Fluffy as I can remember
Warm as the summer
Huggable in any weather

You were everything I wished
but the opposite of my likes
But who am I to judge
when opposites collide?

I hoped a lot of things,
That went the wrong way.
Accepting our difference
made a lot of change.

I tried to see the good,
Not the quality you present
What more can appearance do?
When you're perfectly fur-fect

You'll always be my favorite
The comfy mellow fabric
The blue sweater I adore
Even if blue isn't your favorite
P.s. It looks good on you.
Notepad Dec 2021
Close my eyes
Color me blue
Take my breath
Make me new
Exhales to the ocean blue
Notepad Jan 2022
I was too much in life
Never tried to be less
Only wished for life
But now I'm a mess

You were all I had
warmth of every sunrise
Cozy as my sweater
Cocoa on a moonlight

It was my choice to stay
Knowing the cost it takes
I was only myself
But a no one to you

You carried on
Not my will to break
Though in life onward
You'll be okay
I know this won't reach you,
But all I ever wanted to say
Is that I'll miss everything
that felt real to me

I wish you all the best
in life, heart and mind ♡
Notepad Oct 2020
Your eyes were sweet as coffee,
Warm with endless purity,
Intrigued by your aroma,
Falling deep into coma,
Take a sip or two,
Maybe three will do,
Till it burns my tounge,
Leaving me a mark,
Of your burning love,
Sipped too soon
Notepad May 2022
The past haunts me still
As the silence stole the show
I think I'm not her
Just Leave the coffee cold

You deserve the sunsets
And all the golden stars
Forget about me
Enjoy the sweet chocolate
My everlasting heart
Random thoughts that I can't put into better words, that's all my heart could come up with
Notepad Apr 27
how easy it was to walk away
turn quiet and never stay
so you think you're not to blame
and left my heart in vain
when your voice was my song
your smile that kept me moving on
but here I lay
thinking the ghost of you to stay
embracing my blue soul with a cold kiss
and tell me that we'll be okay
when my soul misses you, my eyes looking for you, that just means that I love you. I just don't know why my love passes through you and never touched your heart.
Notepad Jul 2022
I envy the smiles
I wanted to feel the same
I envy the laughs
But I felt nothing that way
Guess I'll have to play pretend
Notepad Sep 2020
I once remembered
I was filled with   memories
then were blown away
I gaze from a distance,
Watching them go,
Twinkling as the stars,
I'm left alone
Notepad Jul 2021
I held my hands high,
feeling every heaven's tear,
heal my anguished heart,
It hurts but it's okay
Notepad Oct 2020
Watch the stars
dance the night,
Close thy eyes
with tranquil mind,
take one breath
don't you regret,
make one wish
you'll never forget,
Happy Birthday
Notepad Aug 2021
Time is all I have,
To forget me in your eyes,
Till there's nothing left,
"My oh my" - James Smith
Notepad Nov 2022
The deafening noise
From the silence I hear
Scribble, scrabble

Still nothing appears
Magic ink
Notepad Sep 2020
When the words don't reach,
and Ink leaks between every line,
Making my words cry,
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.
.
Notepad Feb 2022
Don't ever forget
It's okay to disappear
You still have yourself
The wildfire that burns bright
The love that spreads like embers
Don't tell yourself different,
We all spark wonderfully


Notepad Dec 2021
If you could feel it
breath for a moment
my arms around you
like sunset's embrace
let thy eyes be calmed
Inhale one more time
whisper my goodbye
till darkness arrives
Exhale butterflies
You were everything to me
till I became nothing
Notepad Feb 2023
Another wave
A moment to lose
A pain to embrace
What more could I do?

I wish, I hope, I pray and I mope
Maybe it was me, maybe it was you
Maybe we just couldn't speak the truth

We were more than we could share
How long does it take to tell a tale?
Maybe I'm not worthy, maybe asking is too much
Must be best to be less
Let words be left unsaid

Silence may not be my friend
But through time until the end
It's all I have left
My arms are cold
Notepad Sep 2020
Engulf me in love,
Break me in half,
Only once-more,
Only encore,
Lament time
Notepad Oct 2020
I've been here before,
day and night, forevermore.

Carved every memory,
through every wall.

Hoping you'd read them all.
Listen, if you please.

Through this dying heartbeat,
I yearn for peace.

I've been here before,
in a memory once more.
I've always have been
a ghost to my own thoughts,
haunting myself
in endless circles

... it happened again
Notepad Mar 2022
A butterfly kiss
memories start to flutter
I miss how it feels
Butterfly memories ♡
Notepad Jul 2023
I wake up the same
laying on forgotten sea
thinking I was found
another day to be
Notepad Jan 2022
When I gave it all
To every single last breath
Knowing you have left
'Everything' is a choice
Notepad May 2020
Mesmerized by 
painted skies
watching till the
moon arrives
stars twinkle
beneath my eyes
gravity takes
me high
plunge deep
in the clouds
disappearing into
night's crowd
It's an ocean up there
Notepad Nov 2020
There's hope in the dark,
Honey amber in the night,
Flickering like the stars,
Let there be light of the hole in your heart
Notepad Nov 2022
Mesmerizing light
Kept you in a safe new home
Yet light flickers cold
I have kept you far too long
So its time to let you go
Farewell my firefly
Notepad Feb 2023
At any given time
I look through our past lives
The sweet and sour taste
When minutes were erased
The seconds we smile
And the hours were worthwhile
Floating through bliss
Now turns into an abyss
How hellos are hard to express
Goodbyes are maybe the best
Rusty pen
Notepad Jul 2020
I hear you hum,
from the crispy leaves
and mellow rivers,
the gentle breeze
and the arboreal creatures,
breathing the calm,
exhaling the fear,
listening to lush greens,
embracing the forest within
Nature's Symphony
Notepad Jan 18
I'm sure you loved me,
In the basement of your heart,
Where I rot alone,
Notepad Jul 2021
half full
almost empty
porcelain cracks
beautifully dripping
slowly in time
seconds away
still full
of emptiness...
Notepad Jan 2023
bewitched in one thought
you gave me tranquility
with a glimpse of you
it would be enough to stay
to walk down memory lane
Thank you for loving me,
when you don't have to
Notepad Oct 2020
Tangerine pumpkins on night's blood moon,
Candles lit in pitch black rooms,
set the skulls and silk webs,
trick and treat with madness, I dare
Shiver crawls on my pale skin,
Feeling the screams of Halloween dive in,
What haunts your soul?
.
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Happy Halloween to All!
Notepad Aug 2023
Our past can never be fixed
Amidst of a clobbered heart
Stitched each other's wings
Tangled up by strings
Bewitched in things
Till we both could sync
Our love never stops blooming
Even if hope was in doubt
But deep down
I know it
We were Happier
We don't feel the same anymore
But I wish you the happiest years forward than the time spent with me. I set you free even if my eyes were to tear. I'll be fine someday and one day will be free
Notepad Jan 19
I use to believe a promise was worth everything
That forever was something
That fighting for you was loyalty
That an embrace was home
And keeping each other warm
Showing every beat of my heart was true
And in my blood was no lie
That I truly did love you
And never second thought my care

But the absence of you
Made everything I did was nothing
Forcing a smile as I drown in pain
Watching hope evaporate
Till I no longer exist in your eyes
That my name will sound familiar
And friends was in no favor
So strangers was the answer
I know it's dumb but I feel *******...
Notepad Dec 2022
You say so much things
Barely made a difference
To us, more than you
...
Notepad Mar 2023
Sometimes we're okay
The line that splits us in two
As the rest sinks down
The things we don't understand
And the world that doesn't care
Just a Bathtub moment. A common thought that sometimes feels new
Notepad Jun 2023
We all have a choice
Don't be ashamed
Just follow your heartbeat
Because I promise you
You'll be okay
The silence still buries me but one day it will become my favorite music
Notepad Jan 8
Bonded in spirit
Distance doesn't break our hearts
Than to be strangers (again)
Hate me if you must, but know matter where we are, you are no stranger to my heart. Forget me if you will, but memories last forever.
Notepad Sep 2021
If only you knew
My eyes would howl at the moon
Tears of crystal blue
That you were my only one
Before you fade in the light
Notepad Apr 12
If only you knew
What my mind would do to me
All the pain I hold inside of me
The things I pretended to be happy
So I wouldn't let you worry

If only I knew
how to fix myself
I'd be somebody else
Someone you'll remember
Someone you'll care for
But I need help
And all I have is myself
My big depression is back again for this autumn season
Notepad Jan 2022
Close your eyes
inhale the space
embrace the moment
in the dark
we fade
blue roof
empty sky
Onion eyes
music's embrace
it's okay

(Dans le noir by Charmine D'Avis)
Notepad Apr 2018
Im jealous of the life of other people,
The smiles and laughter they take everyday,
The friends and family that's happy everyday,
And I'm just here watching my life fly away,

Im jealous of the love people share everyday,
The kissing, the hugging that romantic scenes I swear,
That love ain't always fair,
And I'm just here broken when no one cared,

Im jealous of the sky and sea,
That peaceful place i dreamed it would be,
Nothing but the sound of silence,
the freedom to set me free,
to fly with my feathered wings,
But I'm chained you see,
In a cage, clipped wings
Till death I bleed.
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