The actual idea of death is so calming
and hopeful.
when youre dead
you wont need to worry about anything.
People
or pain
or the lives of others.
You, for once
may cater to yourself.
love yourself.
The overwhelming calm
the painful peace.
It all seems so exciting
so riveting.
And for once
you would be able to feel.
And you know what?
I think I fancy.
So I think i'll persue.