if i could have given you the world
you would have lived forever
but love cannot maintain life
love is truly not enough
and this is the biggest lesson i have learned
in my series of unfortunate series of events
that i call my life
i think phrases like
it wasn't meant to be
is a coping mechanism
because it is easier to spit out words
than to accept the truth
the truth is too painful
and the sun still rises
no matter what the truth is
and we are all trying to live

even if that means ending life
you will be and will forever be
my everything