I said our joke yesterday
And almost laughed
myself back

Your father's company
was at the exchange
And every broker had
your face

Your name
Appears in my phone
I try not to remember
your alcohol laced breath or
your beliefs on Taylor Swift

I read about the team
And think of you

You. All of you. Are now
apart of me while you are
apart of them

Where does that leave me?
Alone, incomplete,
thinking about you
who never thinks about me.