I'm aware.
I'm aware that I need pills.
I'm aware the need to tear my skin is bad.
I'm aware of the pain I desperately need.
I'm aware that I shouldn't ache for pain.
I'm aware pain is the only way to break the sad.
I'm aware I need help.
I'm aware that "they're here for me."
I'm aware. I am aware. I'm ******* aware.