I never got to play in the snow with you
I guess I deserve it all
I made it hell for you
And put you through it all
Im sorry for the times i came home high
Im sorry for the times i didnt say bye
Before I met you i was so low
And you brought me up with
a simple hi
A simple hello
Now im on the other side
Where time seems more real than ever
Im losing interest in all my endeavors
Im choosing money or me
It breaks me apart
Even though im heartless
I still got a big heart
This heart that beats for you
It skips a beat when ever i long for you
It hasnt been a week
And it feels like ive waited long for you
It has me feeling weak
I know i should be strong
I love you so much
Ill express it in a song
Ill express it in a poem
Ill express it in a book
Ill rip a page out
Like its my heart
And place it on your palm
Your touch
Its not much
But its enough
Hold me
Love me
I am not the old me