And was the day of my delight
  As pure and perfect as I say?
  The very source and fount of Day
Is dash'd with wandering isles of night.

If all was good and fair we met,
  This earth had been the Paradise
  It never look'd to human eyes
Since our first Sun arose and set.

And is it that the haze of grief
  Makes former gladness loom so great?
  The lowness of the present state,
That sets the past in this relief?

Or that the past will always win
  A glory from its being far;
  And orb into the perfect star
We saw not, when we moved therein?

Maybe someday,
When nostalgia won’t be my only friend,
When my life won’t be solitary confinement,
My mind my cell,
My body my capturer.

Maybe that day,
When i will again feel
something other than a palette of sadness,
I will tell you i am happy.

And maybe on that day
or the first time in forever,
It won’t be a lie.
But that day is not today (i’m sorry).

love between two people is a thing for life

you settle down get married become a man and wife

make a home together how happy you will be

sharing all your love for eternity.



spend your life together with a love so true

with each beat of your heart there  inside of you

happy ever after together you will stay

and the love you share will never go away

I want to die and end my life
I wish I had a knife
I am Gods mistake on earth
Whatever i touch leaves me to waste
I welcome death with open arms
Darkness is the only place i belong
Depression is my friend and happiness is my enemy
I love to help people no matter what
But me who cares I am just a mistake
I took more hurt than i can take
I am surprised how my heart still beats
I don't know till when I should stay alive when I am a mistake
I don't fit this world I never will
Its easy for people to step on me and throw me to waste
If I need anything right now is take me away because thats what I need and believe

SILENCE isn't defeat,
if your mind chooses to make peace with your heart.
It's VICTORY!

Lots of people see me
But not everyone can read me
I have so many scars
But no one will believe me
I hide a tear cause i am used to being lonely
I love unconditionaly
But it is easy to hurt me
I am the sun that has been covered by the clouds
I am a wave that washes people clean
And takes in the dirt
I make the earth ever so green
Sometime I help people who I know may stop my dream
I wish everyone you know that I have a white heart
I love to help people more than myself
This led people that I love drift apart
Because they dont understand what I am about
I love to give more than recieve
I never asked someone for anything more than to believe
Believe in the love i have
And i have no plans to harm
Dig into my soul and you will know
That I bow to people I love and adore
I dive my life from head to toe
I want everyone who treat me differently to know
Whatever i have done i didnt mean to make you hurt
I may joke or try to make you smile cause i know what it means to be hurt
I push and I stand by you to prevent you from the worst
Because if i dont I stay in bed full of guilt
I hide an amount of hills that no one knows
Because i believe peoples troubles are more than my own
I get misjudged and thats what hurts
It even made me sink to the dark
Some very close people I lost
Although all i have done is become better than they have already become
Everyone that left me i hope you know
I still love you and leaving me is hurting my soul
Even if we dont talk anymore i want you to know I will still love you forever and more
I apologize if you understood me in a wrong way
This is my way of explaining who I am and what you all are to me
I dont expect you to understand
There is one wish that i may ask just hope you smile to life as life is short and learn to forgive
Because having hurt will make you suffer all day