I am breathing
I am happy
I am learning..... not expecting
I am smiling
Your silence taught me that not everyone is the same .
I have learnt to open up my wounded heart  to you .
I have given so much time and love to the wrong people in trade to feel loved and valued .
With you, I have learnt to never regret but to reflect and improve . You have filled the empty space in my heart .
I have learnt to love and to feel loved .
Valued.
I have been looking for you, searching... for my reflection not knowing you were on the other side of earth. My missing rib, my soulmate .
I am learning to love you more and more by the day .
It's true as they say that life is short . But you make life worth living , you make a sour candy taste sweet.  

You make every part of my day worth it.
I am blessed to have you. Cause Life with you is sweet, calm and beautiful.

Look at me ,
I am no longer the girl I use to be.
I am broken and wounded ,
Filled with depression .
My soul no longer defines what happiness is.
I smile but my heart is empty .
No emotion ,
Nothing.
My heart bleeds blood full of pain .
My mind is filled with all the lies you once said.

Speak to me ,
Bring back  the life that was once stolen from me.
Bring back the joy I once had .
Lift me up cause I can't stand anymore.
Bring back the light in me that turned into darkness.
Look at me
And be the peace of my broken pieces .

His smile is contagious
His smile brings joy and peace to my heart.
But behind his smile lies a wounded soul,
He smile with pain on his shoulders,
It breaks me to know that no matter how many times I try to repair it. It will still break down.  He misses her , he mourns for her and I understand that I'll never replace her . Because she is his treasure, his one and only queen .
His mother
and I ?
I am his woman .
I feel like I am the cause of this because I promised him that all will be well . But it's not and it never will be because the earth took her too soon. Now he smile with tears in his eyes . And he laughs with a broken heart.

All it took was a hood on
Skittles and music
6 shots
3 minutes
Pronounced dead
No ambulance
Bloodshed
Mothers mourning
Her sons are gone too soon.
Wiped from the earth
All because of my colour black.
We all mourning and protesting.
We all kneel and raise our hands up to the sky
Pleading for justice
Begging Don't shoot!!
He was killed by a man whose job is to protect and serve
But failed to serve due to my colour black.
Now the media are tearing our community apart
All because of my skin colour.
I am no animal,  I am human . Why must we bury our children?  What have they don't wrong?
They say racism doesn't exist
But how many black boys and men must die
In order for us to accept that racism still exist!
We are all human
As if being human is an error
an excuse for a trigger.
No mother deserves to bury her joy. We deserve to be respected the same. We are all equal in God's eye.
Black lives matter.

Miss me ????
Come and join me tonight and
let's go and see another sight.
You'll be the six
I'll be the nine.
Lets dim down the lights
and go in to our fantasy world.
Tonight just you and I
Making sweet melody with our mouths and tongues
While you moan and grind on me.
While the sheets get warmer and warmer .....

His tongue sang beautiful melodies
That sent chills down my spine.
His tongue also turned on me
When I was off.
Just like a baby asking for milk
He licked me with pleasure,
And never wanted to stop
Wooing my body into divine seduction.
******* till my breast were chewy.
His tongue was my therapy.
I was always satisfied.
His tongue was midnight my memory
He was my fantasy.