Sweating
Freezing
Tears
Numb body
Cannot move
Cannot breath
I just want to be
Free

Something died in me today
When tears started falling down
By themselves
Something died in me today
When my soul started screaming for help
Something died in me today
And I will never be the same again

I need a hug
hug so tight
even though it may break my bones
I need a hug
someone to hug me
someone to never let me go
someone to make my cold body warm
someone who will make my soul smile
I just need a hug

somewhere between places
I will run into a river
that will carry me to another place
to escape all the lies he told me
to escape all the voices that make me feel like I am a burden
to escape all the pain I feel
to escape this mad world I am in
wishing I could stay there forever
in my own peace of mind
in my magicland

I miss your smile
I miss the person you were
How did we fall apart so fast
How did the jar broke so easily
I miss you
I miss us
I miss my crazy self
I miss how you used to be
Maybe love is not meant for me

I was a child
I knew nothing
Until you touched me
Until you showed me
How much this world is cruel
How much you can do a damage to your child

You ruin me
You make me smile
You break promises
You make me cry
A bird told me you are sorry
But when will I hear it from you?