Hands on my hips
Lips on my neck
Love in your eyes
Swaying to the beat of our love,

The soft pitter-patter of rain falling all around us
Every second of every day I think of you
The way you make me feel
The smile you have only for me

I can not imagine a world where you are not mine

I love you.

I hope that one day
Someone loves you
For the weird, quirky, goofy *** **** you do

I hope that when
You apologize for being a dork
He tells you, you have nothing to apologize for
And makes an even bigger fool of himself

I hope that in
Your darkest moments
He is there to hold your hand and tell you that you can defeat your demons

I hope that He
Loves you the way you deserve
The way you've always loved others
More than yourself

I hope He
Lifts you up above the sky line
And makes you know that you are worth so much more than you ever thought you were

I hope you
Find the love
I finally found in Him

Free me
From this self seclusion

My brain demands a release

One that comes from
Red paint dripping
Down freckle cover shoulders

Two years clean

From the sharp edge of
Stolen razor blades

Here it is
The big
2  0

I've changed a lot
In the past 20 years,
And I
Love the woman
I am becoming.

I'll
Be
20
In
2
Days