Hello again


  Hi

A little louder than normal

It's always loud now

A shame

  Why a shame?

You know why

Its quiet sometimes
So I can't really complain

They know now

They do

A tragedy in the making?

Not just yet

What's the question now?

Am I ever gonna have quiet in here again?

Maybe one day but that takes work love

Alright

a dream i never wanted to have
a part in the play i never thought id be
the luck i had with certain things
a very angry voice
Telling me to leave
while the 7 year old is screaming to be freed
from the impending doom that was to be seen
long ago

everything feels like a wrong doing
Like i cant do anything right
Anything to help

A dream
It was a dream
Of you
Of us
Once again
And it seems we can't breathe
Anchored down
Like a ship that can't leave
Running around pretending we're free
Older now
But still kids
Haven't heard from you in months
Still think of you like we did
We have a diagnosis now
And it's not the best
It's terrifying
And they all wish you the best
But here I am
Stuck under the surface
No way out
And no way home
Misery at its finest
But no where for the anchor
To go

A house is not a home
Without the ones you hold
Sleep cascading over us
Is all we ever wanted
So we sit
And wait
For the patience of what we believe in
Sitting in a house of our own
Safe at last

It's seems we've come at a crossroad

The hell we've brought and more

You have your safe space
We have ours

We rids our train into the open world
And we think

You sit
And you wait for things that won't come

We wait for you to realize we want more than what you gave

We have our right to be here
To protect you
Still

You waste your time

Crying about how she acts
Instead of letting us help

And all we wanna do
Is help

-🧨

Sometimes
It's quiet
In our head
But loud
Everywhere else
We sit
And we wait for something
New
Something
Exciting maybe
And yet we still sit
Patience hasn't gotten us far
But we still
Wait
Patiently waiting
For some sort of waste
Some time with those who mean the most
But we can't
Always have that
Because it's quiet in our head
Loud outside
People have come
And they've gone
No trace
But we still think to them
Because part of us miss them
And yet
We stay
Quiet