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70 horses
run 70 ways
as my 70th poem
scare them always
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I feel like my heart hit absolute zero,
I fell like a dead hero,
Everything feels empty inside,
Every good part of me died,
I am not whole,
Life took its greatest toll,
Leaving me ice cold,
Like I had a soul but it was sold,
All the warmth gone out of my chest,
There is no place that feels safe to rest,
And everything hurts.

A friend of a friend is the friend i made,
Cause its with my best friend that my new friend had stayed,
This friend that i have is both kind and sweet,
Don't let her words of death and dry heat,
Beat you away from the loving heart underneath,
From her pretty purple nails to her bright white teeth,
There is more than meets the eye to the friend that i'd meet,
So funny and sleepy,
A bit edgy and a bit creepy,
There is none quite the person i was meeting,
She drinks Coca-cola like it was *******,
And burned through Melatonin like it was propane,
But underneath of all the things that made her so fun,
Was a brave and quirky person that shines like the sun,
She radiates and glows a very chill vibe,
But strikes you as the person who'd never take a bribe,
Honest and upright she always does stand,
Her good morals she clutches in the palm of her hand,
She respects others in every way that she can,
And seems to be better than any friend that would be a man.

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{|:;:;:;:;:;:;:;:ANOTHER:;­:;:;:;:;:;:;:|}
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{|:;:;:;­:;:;:;:;:YOU:;:;:;:;:;:;:;:|}

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SHE ALWAYS KNEW
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All roads lead back to black,
the sound of leaking blood from bodies in a sack,
A rose of white begins to fade and slack,
and is quenched in the glory of one that is black,
The shirt fell off the rack,
Wasn't onto paint but it still turned black,
When anyone falls of the track,
Their souls turn black.


{|JOIN THE LEGIONS|}

The final breath,
beauty in death,
The flower's finest blossom is right before it wilts,
the finest actors fall from their stilts,
A shot rings out and a man finds his meaning,
The last breath the victim uses for singing,
Shredded flesh makes the finest art,
Me and death will never part,
When you finally die and leave a widow not a wife,
You will realize death is the pinnacle of life,
The mask i wear to **** is my face,
Red is the blood that fills this place.

Its been a while,
Since I saw your style,
Its been a time,
Since the last time I called you mine,
I wish,
You were my dish,
So I could see you everyday,
And like a piece of china you are so pretty in everyway,
I miss you,
Like I missed a heart beat or two,
I want so I love you the next time we meet,
And I swear next time I won't have cold feet.

Dear Blood Stained Black Rose,
Disasters seem to strike with many hard blows,
You seem so beaten, battered, and wilted,
But you won't let life leave you tilted,
You don't let life define you,
Instead you bud in the winter and defy nature too,
You press in the snow when the nights grow cold,
You only grow stronger and hold faster as you grow old,
Dear Blood Stained Black Rose you left a lot behind,
It hurts my soul and strains my mind,
As i realize how fierce the storms you face are,
But you still shine bright like the finest star,
Your petals bloom into a beautiful flower,
You give all the credit to the Lord who gave you the power,
Seemingly dead at first i hold my breath,
I am glad you realized life has more hope than death.

Hi am crazy,
I have the perfect mix of soldier and lazy,
When i pass the flowers die,
When i pass the children cry,
I laugh i joke i have good fun,
Slaughtering all the people under the sun,
I am just an innocent child,
All the crimes i have done are just quite mild,
Except all the things that make me smile,
That list of accusations is quite the pile,
Each one could put me away for life,
At least those people don't have to deal with all their strife,
So let me sing,
And let me bring,
The death i love,
No peace or dove,
Bullets and rockets,
Picking dead men's pockets,
Plastered my face with many a smiles,
As i carry on my fun for miles after miles,
All my friends carried away,
Of course for the time they need to pay,
They thought it would be cool but they knew i was mad,
But at least i will never have to be sad,
Which is a fact that makes me quite glad,
Sorry if i hurt you a bit,
But that building just needed to be more lit,
Sorry if your parents died,
Not my fault they failed to hide,
Sorry for all this chaos i bring,
And that is the only thing about which i am lying.
/|LONG LIVE ANARCHY|\
\|FOREVER  AND   EVER|/

Nothing I ever do goes right,
I wish I could bleed till my face turns white,
Wouldn't that be quite the sight,
I could even do it in the middle of the night,
I feel like I am worth less than a dollar,
If u need encouragement don't give me a holler,
I know not why I am alive,
All I know is there is no way to thrive,
MY LIFE IS
DEPRIVE
DEPRIVE
!DEPRIVE!

Someone slap me in the face,
So I can forget that I am a disgrace,
Someone **** my pain,
So I can stop going insane,
Someone fix the voices inside,
So I can finally hide,
They scream at me and say I am wrong,
To listen to music be happy or sing a song,
All the noise hurts as my soul weighs me down,
I fell as though the sound is the water in which I drown,
Could I ever be happy again in any way,
If not yesterday perhaps today,
Id gladly give heart soul and mind,
To finally have joy to stand behind,
But inside I cry,
I feel like I should die,
I hold my breathe waiting to see black,
And let it out wishing the air was crack,
Cause id rather be anyone but me,
Cause them maybe I could be free,
But if must stay me,
Can someone help distract me from myself...

>>>>>EMO<<<<<
>>>>>ALONE<<<<<
>>>>>SUICIDAL<<<<<
>>>>>YOUNG<<<<<
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ALWAYS
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I will fall for you if you fall for me,
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If we fall for each other we will be falling free,
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And I promise as we grow close to the ground,
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My love will be the loudest sound,
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That echoes gracefully in your ears,
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And I will wipe away all your tears,
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Because I Love U.
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I want to tell you not to grow up,
Stay away from aging don't drink from that cup,
Its a hard pill to swallow when you see,
That your born to change and to change is to be,
To be what you need,
Be love be passion be hope be greed,
Life is about finding out who you are despite these things,
No matter what troubles or trials life brings,
Even if it burns or aches or stings,
Do this and you can sit amongst the kings,
I want to say all these things and so much more,
But my voice is gone just like out of mouth my tongue was tore,
Lost in a mist of what is right and wrong,
This poem should be wisdom in the form of a song,
But i am left here to weep over these things and just say,
I love you for now and my wisdom is best spoken another day.

I cant say anyone smells more like flowers,
I can say u look better than any towers,
I cant say anyone looks more like a rose,
I can say u r beautiful from your head to your toes,
I cant say anyone is more kind,
I can say you are always there for me to hide behind,
I cant say anyone is more of a freak,
I can say i love you cause i am a geek,
I cant say i hate you,
But i can say i love you too.

I think of you and my soul turns to stone,
I think of you i feel cold and alone,
My voice to a shallow withdrawn tone,
My spine shivers along with every ****** bone,
The crown on my head falls straight to the ground,
The glass its made of shatters with one loud sound,
My heart will drop like the beat of a song,
My days will draw on and on so long,
Weary i fall so slowly down into my bed,
I lie down to hide from the thoughts in my head,
CAUSE YOUR STILL THERE

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Every time I see your face,
_________
It makes me feel like I found my place,
__________
I wish I could see it everyday day,
_________
I wish I could tell you everything I want to say,
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I wish I could see your smile on replay,
___________
I wish these thing cause you are perfect to me,
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And I hope I make that clear to see.
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)>>>>>HELL<<<<<(
)>>>>>ONLY<<<<<(
)>>>>>MORE<<<<<(
)>>>>>ETERNAL<<<<<(

Hot tears stream down my face and burn my skin,
Hot flames consume me is i burn for my sin,
Living itself should be i crime,
Just barely scraping by on the dime,
I guess hell would be better then being alive,
In this world how do so many survive,
Suicide rates have never been higher,
As peoples need for help becomes more dire,
But so many screams will never be heard,
So many people ignored every word,
Mind like a cage that keeps me inside,
Id ask to be free but I already died.

:::::LOST:::::
:::::EVERYTHING:::::
:::::FROM:::::
:::::THAT:::::­

I look down a tunnel and all I can see,
Is so many bright lights shining at me,
And i realize just how beautiful life can be,
I try to understand why sometimes i am sad,
And thinking about it just makes me get mad,
But I smile each time at the end,
Fire away life I will conquer each trial you send,
Come around every corner a hardship begins,
But in the end I am the hero who always wins,
Don't ever think you can challenge me and friends,
We have gone through many trials through all of life's bends,
And I still smile through it all,
And  I will still stand tall,
!CAUSE I FOUND PEACE!
Dedicated to: SMH

Death always comes and knocks on your door,
Life lasts long but not forever more,
A cold shiver own the spine,
More green on a maple or pine,
A deep feeling in the depth of your heart,
A longing wish for a fresh start,
Till little miss reaper creeps out of the Dark,
She means no harm but douses your spark,
She comes in peace and comes with love,
Her very kiss is from heaven above,
She feels alone as we all run away,
I pray for her soul every day,
I long for her warm embrace,
I wish she knew how much i chase,
I do not wish for myself to die,
But saying I do not love her would be a lie,
Being without her reaches down and shatters my soul,
Without my little miss reaper i will never be whole,
I could toil through this short wisp of a life,
Or take the Little Miss Reaper to be my
WIFE

I had a meaning but now i am lost,
I must be unlucky that this thought my mind crossed,
I thought that i could sustain,
that which i cannot obtain,
And now i fell feel lost,
Lost Lost Double Heart Crossed,
Drowning in a river of dreams,
That sinking deep between the board's cracks and seams,
Lost, empty, pointless, and broken,
Ask me how i am feeling? Fine, enough spoken,
I am doing fine
FEELING
INTENSELY
NEGATIVE
EVERYDAY
But some reason i feel lost in every way,
What should have been a burden off my chest,
Is this constant feel of sorrow and unrest,
I brought somone into my life and made them my all,
I thought they would love me forever if i could stand tall,
But wearing stilts will never help those who are hard to love,
when you feel dead inside nothing can help you stand above,
The feelings that you are lost in,
The feelings deep within,
The feelings that grasped the mind heart and soul,
Only end up eating me Whole,
Save Our Ship,
Here's A Tip,
Don't have hopes for the things you cant have now,
Only hope that one day you can .