my heart aches because inside i know i don’t love you the same because i am treated poorly

everything is a battle with you

you are supposed to love me and cares for me and talk to me and give me flowers and

i don’t know.

the bare minimum.

i am jealous of others because their partners show their love for them and talk to them and everything.


i feel like just a friend.

a waste of your time.

just someone to call your partner just because

i had looked forward
to slow dancing with you
all night

and when the time came

you looked at me
after your friends
encouraged you

and decided that
i didnt want to
for some reason

you constantly threaten to beat me and i so wish you do and put me out of my misery

normal parents would care if their child doesn’t feel well
normal parents would let their child have fun
normal parents would love their kids
normal parents wouldn’t curse and scream and call their kid’s names
normal parents wouldn’t have to talk to social services multiple times and blame everything on their kid being too dramatic
normal parents wouldn’t yell at their kid for being abused by other people and blame them
normal parents wouldn’t stop their kid from growing and finding out who they are
normal parents would care
normal people would care

the way my world was shook quiet
by you
when you screamed
my name
from across the room.

all of a sudden
it all came back to me.