Nov 2013
I must
run,
escape from all this.
I need an oasis
to get me away from this desert,
this cruel, godawful desert.
I can't survive,
always living in a daze,
just breathing in and out.
Why can't my oasis appear?
my mind is a gnarled, jumbled mess,
of unfinished thoughts, evaporating sentences.
Why can't it end?
the pain, the suffering, the state of perpetual fear,
the sleepless nights, the hazy days.
My oasis,*
is self inflicted, like my pain,
so why am I gone before ever seeing it?
run,
escape from all this.
I need an oasis
to get me away from this desert,
this cruel, godawful desert.
I can't survive,
always living in a daze,
just breathing in and out.
Why can't my oasis appear?
my mind is a gnarled, jumbled mess,
of unfinished thoughts, evaporating sentences.
Why can't it end?
the pain, the suffering, the state of perpetual fear,
the sleepless nights, the hazy days.
My oasis,*
is self inflicted, like my pain,
so why am I gone before ever seeing it?
Ohmygod this is really bad idk what I was thinking....
