do you believe forever is real

every time I see your name
I'm convinced
forever is a lie

I didn't cryy
I can't process your lies

you gave me a good day
now all my nights are ruined

you won't hear me say a word
you won't find a happy ending

I am wrong
I don't care
I won't take the blame

sorry
I have no apologies

every bad thing you said about yourself
was true