Is it so foul
That every morning I regret to see the sunrise?
Is it so foul
That every evening I hope it's the last sunset I see?
Is it so foul
That all I want to do is close my eyes?
Is it so foul
That I despise the life given to me?

Am I at fault
For the pain I have endured?
Am I at fault
For the environment that is mine?
Am I at fault
For the soul so pure that has been scarred?
Am I at fault
For my inability to control my mind?

Don't I deserve
To be done with all these tests?
Don't I deserve
What people refer to as happiness?
Don't I deserve
If not a smoother journey...
Don't I deserve
At least to be put to rest?