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Keen Aug 2018
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In every moment I closed my eyes
I know
I'm drowning
Thinking I'm not good anymore
I'm silently hurting
Tears been flowing
How can I be the best me?
Planning to set myself free.
Keen Oct 2017
Come back,
and
hug me tight
and
not let
go.
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Keen Jul 2016
I do
From the first time
I laid my eyes on you
I didn't just found you, but I
found love.
A love
From you were true
I know, through ups and downs
You just love me, and I thank you
always.
- 07142016
Keen Nov 2017
Does
it really
matter
how
or
when
I
love you?
11032k17
Keen Oct 2017
What
am
I
to
you?
A
Friend
or
a
*Lover?
10232k17
17
Keen Nov 2016
17
As I left the Town,
I did saw you chasing me ―
But you're not happy.
- 11032k16
Keen Apr 2022
As I’ve looked at you,
Your eyes shimmer in the dark—
Blissful perfection.
08092018
Keen Mar 2022
Fall
In
Love
With
Yourself.
#notes #selflove #love #falling
A
Keen Jun 2018
***
You showed me your world —
You've got no clue, how happy
I'm with you always.
06082018
Keen Jan 2018
You were sleeping next to me -
Peacefully.
The quietness that surrounds the room,
is the most perfect moment.
The only sound that I could hear,
are sound of you breathing.
As I've stared with your angelic face,
There's no doubt that I'm honestly falling.
Falling more deeply into you.
Not just by how your lips moves by the way you talk,
Not just by how your hips sways by the way you walk,
Not just by how your perfect eyes - stared deeply to me.
Or not just by how ***** you smell.
I never imagined I could meet you.
You were just a dream -
That I couldn't predict when will it'll come true.
Until then, please stay.
Hold me and wrap your arms around me.
- 01052k18
Keen Dec 2015
No.
I just want a,
coffee nor a cigarette.
And a bed to where I could stay all day,
and let myself dive into your arms.

I could use my day offs,
Just to spend more time with you, and only you.
Whose body was to be thank with.
I could stare at you,
whose, eyes are mixed with green and blue.

And kiss you,
and hug you,
and sleep with you.

But, all of this will remain as my beautiful nightmare,
For you, I was no longer a meaning.
And you just treated me as a game on truth or dare,
I'm inlove with you and I hated this feeling.


- 12102k15
Keen Apr 20
And
all I could remember
is that,
I should’ve
not known you.
First in 2024
Keen Nov 2017
All I ask was for you to hug me,
So warm and tight.
All I ask was for you to stay,
For awhile or until we die.
All I ask was for you to hold me,
Hand by hand.
All I ask was for you to kiss me,
One last time,
Before you leave me.
11082k17
Keen Apr 2022
All
you
did
was
to
share
your
world,
yet I took
it away from
you.
02-24-22
B
Keen Jun 2018
B
Glad I was the one —
That caught your heart, soul and mind.
Love me until the end.
06082018
Keen Sep 2015
Another nice day,
It's you who makes, just please stay.
Be with me Always.

- 08072k15
Keen Nov 2016
You asked me;
"What do you want for your birthday?"
I gazed into your eyes and told you -
"I don't want anything, I only need you."
But you turned your back and walked away,
You left me with no words to say.
- 11142016
- Birthday Present
Keen Jun 2016
You are going
to fall in love,
Again.
Because,
You think you're
Cold as ice
But,
You weren't.
You knew it
But you chose to lie.
You,
Chose to deny
Your feelings for
Someone.
A person who
Performs a somersault,
In your heart.
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Keen Mar 2016
It has never been a good journey between us,
For those moment we shared never last.
To me you are the air that I breathe,
But to you, I was just a mere creep.

You were once my everything,
And just today, to you I felt nothing.
I felt in love with you,
With you, being so unique and true.

I want you to search for me,
Even if I get lost in the middle of the sea.
I want you to remind me,
Even if I forget about you and me.

I knew in time you'd forget me,
And in that time you'll set me free.
We need to end this story,
Because Love, we're not in a fairy tale.
Sad things happen,
You and I are just part of a forlorn ending.
- 03312k16
Keen Apr 2022
Please
don't get lost in someone else.
Ask yourself once in a while,
"How are you doing?"
Keen Jun 2018
Drunk words
I don’t mind
Hug me
Kiss me hard
Push behind
Because
I wanna die.
These wounds?
Doesn’t heal.
You left
I’m drunk again
Over and over.
Erasing you
Everything.
Sober me up
Was everything
A nightmare?
Are you still here?
hold me,
One
Last
Time
Hug
Me
&
Will
Close
My
Eyes
and
You’re
Gone.
06142018
Keen Apr 2022
I was living my years in a lie.
Was in search for what’s the meaning of life.
Not until one day,
I woke up in awe of what inside.
I’ve had it all along.
I’ve been so distant and distracted of the thought.
Dying to chase the ‘high’,
Not realising anything.
I lost everything.
I lost,
ME.
I’m back to square 1. Things will be okay,
Ebb
Keen Apr 2022
Ebb
Skin & soul,
You've built a wall.
Can't carry it all —
feeling small.

Waves are crashing,
Heart is crumbling.
We were once each other's everything,
Now, we're already sinking.

Seek us love —
Together above.
Don't go,
Let's start slow.
Listening to indie folk music can be relaxing while slowly killing me with reality.
Keen Apr 2022
It’s 3 am again,
You’re in my thoughts creepin’.
Whatever’s the cost;
I just needed to get lost.

I’ve been so scared—
of what I’ll become.
Moments are shared—
til’ my body feels numb.

Come back home to me,
and please don’t let this love set free.
How wonderful life can be—
For you and me till eternity.
L, wherever you are now in life. Please remember that I am forever grateful for the time we shared and spent together. I am wishing all the best and most of life can give to you. Till our paths may cross again.
Keen May 2016
I woke up wondering,
How are you?
Have you eaten your morning meal?
Have you wonder too how am I?

Every morning I felt empty,
Wondering how am I suppose to fix this catastrophe.
You left me hanging,
Again and again.

The somersault feeling fades away,
This would drive me insane.
You left me with no words to say,
And I know this day would came.
Keen Apr 20
Things are going
south between us
because you muttered
the worst about us.

“We’re just two sad people”
Keen Oct 2015
The day you run away,
I was convincing my self, that I would be okay.
No one knew about us,
Us, that did not last.

I want to chase you,
I want to beg you.
I wanted you to be mine,
Even if, having you is a crime.
Keen Oct 2016
This will be the last
and I promise you
That I'll stop writing about you,
Ever again.

This will be the last
That I'll remember you
That I'll remember us
Us, that did not last.

This will be the last
and I know we will be okay
It's not that much
But, *thank you and goodbye.
- 10102016
Keen Oct 2015
Beers and Cigs,
This pain is so much big.
I'm lost now,
I don't know why and how.

I just want to forget,
I'll worry no regret.
I don't know anything better,
But, it doesn't matter.

I woke up in tears,
I felt all fears.
I could smoke the pain,
Because, it'll make me insane.
Keen Nov 2016
I'm
hurt
because
you
left
me
with
promises
and
*whatnot.
-11102k16
- 10 word poetry
Keen May 2021
Today I felt different...
While I was decluttering my room and sorting my stuff (preparing my things to finally leave this apartment). Tears were flowing, again. It still pains me knowing you aren't there everyday. Knowing I can't talk to you about the random things that happened today. Knowing that you'll always support me when I told you that, " I don't feel well, I need to clean my room to clear my mind". Knowing that I  don't have you, period.
I found photographs of me, you, and us. We were happy in those tiny polariods we have. I found a lot of stuff that reminds me of you, yet I still can't let go even in those things we shared. I still want you near, hoping we'll still share this rainbow color we had. I still have those vivid memories of you, of our plans as a family together. I still want us to work, I still crave for your affirmation and attention. I still think of you a thousand times a day, I am missing you everyday. I still want you. Because I'll never found love like ours.
But, each day I have to face a difficult ending. I have to accept that we need to grow apart. I need to accept that you aren't going home to me anymore. I gotta holdback asking how are you today. I have to hold myself from coming to your place, hoping I'd see a glimpse of you even I'm outside looking like a total creep. I have to keep this random talks to myself. I have to be taster, every time I found a new recipe. I have to be me, without you anymore.

I pray someday you'll find what you need in this lifetime and if this letter crosses your path, let me know. Because I, we'll be waiting for you.

Until then, please do take care of yourself.
S
Keen Oct 2015
I can't be that person you want,
Those things that you want me to do, but I just can't.
You made me this person I am now,
I'm still into you, somehow
Again, you cast another spell,
And I have difficulty on how to dwell.

I hate to admit that I'm tired of being me,
I only write because you exist,
This feeling that I have, I can't resist,
For you my Love, will be free.

I know you will be free from me,
From the person I just can't be.
I'm not good enough for you,
I keep asking myself, what should I do?
Keen Nov 2017
Are
you
done
pushing
away
people
who
cares
about
*you?
11082k17
Keen Sep 2015
Hey! You took something,
It's my heart that keeps beating,
Handle it with care.
Keen Sep 2018
Days have been pretty bad lately,
Waking up empty.
Thinking what could have been,
I know there is something.
Try'na forget what it is,
But the feeling is growing.
I just wanna end this up,
and everyone will still keep moving.
I don't know,
I don't care,
I don't mind,
I just don't wanna live.
Keen Jun 2016
I gambled and laid my cards
I know it wasn't enough
I know I have my ups and downs
But all I want is you.

You, who'll never be mine
You, who'll never see me
You, who'll never care for me
Still, my heart beats for you.

Staring into the sky
Thinking, does God listens to me?
Wishing, I was perfectly made to be with you.
Hoping, Someday you'll like me too.
- shn 6:13-16
Keen Jan 2016
I miss your smiles,
I miss how you curled up in my arms.
I miss how the sound of your laugh,
I miss how you are so tough.
I miss the way you comb your hair,
I miss the way your eyes stare.
I miss how you crack green jokes,
I miss how you scare those folks.
I miss your lips,
I miss your face,
I miss your touch,
I miss everything about you.
But I know, we both deserve better,
Those pain will heal,
And when that time arrives,
You and me are nothing but plain as nothing.

- 01082k16
Keen Jul 2017
I
like
it
when
you
treat
me
that
I'm
*"Nothing."
Keen Sep 2015
It is whom we care,
It's the thoughts we always share.
It is love I felt.

-09232k15
Keen Mar 2016
It is you who loved me,
Even at my darkest glee.
It is you who stayed at my side,
Even at my worst pride.
It is you who taught me,
To the things that I should set as free.
It is you whom I desired,
Even after we laughed and cried.
It is you after all,
That can mend this heart before I fall.
It is you whose arms that I longed,
Have you heard our favorite love song?
It is the sound of your laughter,
That I wanna hear forever.
It is you once more,
And keep these things we swore.
(03282k16)
Keen Apr 2022
I’m still
In search of
Lightness despite
This time.
It feels right to forgive myself and accept the reality that I have no control of things that are happening to me now.
Keen Sep 2015
Your kiss,
That I always miss.
Your taste,
That I cannot waste.

A Place ...
To where we first kissed.
Oh love! How I missed,
Your sweet strawberry taste.
Keen Jun 2016
I want to take off my body,
Like a used lingerie.
I don't want it anymore,
I feel too empty nor valuable.

I want to change who am I,
To begin anew.
For every damage that can't be undo,
For all those nights that I cried.

Too afraid to close my eyes,
Having angst that the memory of you will chase me.
I feel remorse for myself,
For letting you dig inside me,
For being too shabby for my self,
And for letting you ruin my life.

My life.
My life not yours.
From the time you had me,
You never once think of my life.
It was all about you, it was all about your desires.
It was all about your happiness, your thirst for mine.

Of what you did to me,
It will always haunt me.
The remains of you inside me,
Were a nightmare,
A nightmare that chases me,
A stranger who have no clue of who I am,
But still continue to plunge his desires on me.

I am writing this not just to seek for your sympathy,
I want you to understand.
How to be empty,
to be lost,
to be disgusted
and to be the topic of town,
and to be me.

-

shn 6:7-16
Help me with my title please, any one?
Me
Keen Sep 2015
Me
Me, Myself and I,
I am far beyond perfect,
But I tried my best.

- 05172k15
Keen Sep 2015
I did love you darling,
you were once  my everything.
But a sudden twist of faith,
You were no longer my Babe.


- 08042k15
Keen Dec 2015
I've had enough chasing you,
What else should I do?
Are we really into this?
The old you, that I missed.

I'm begging you to stay,
Even if it's just for a day.
I just want to spend more time,
Because, this will be the last time that you're mine.

Some things have changed,
Was it me or was it you?
Was it all about the things I can't undo?
Or was it me who stopped chasing you?


-12072k15
Keen Apr 2022
You
Are
Important
To
YOU.
Now
Keen Sep 2015
Now
From the beginning,
We were just like cats and dogs,
But now we're lovers.
Keen Sep 2015
No words can express,
      I need you, I yearn for you,
            I did all my best.


- 05152k15
Keen Apr 2022
This pain
made me write
about you again,
One
last
time.
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