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jay Dec 2019
:)
im sorry to leave
but here it is
im ready to go
you deserve more than this
:(
I love you, and im sorry
:):
jay Dec 2019
:):
art never
     comes <3
from
happiness
?
jay Apr 2020
?
Sigh and slave
Sigh and slave
I'm wasting away
We're wasting away
.
jay Dec 2019
.
leaving
.
jay Apr 2019
i feel like dying
cuz its to late for crying
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jay Dec 2019
0
when you look at me
my heart skips a beat...
i become speechless
when our eyes meet
3%
jay Dec 2020
3%
I think that they'll love me
Even if my soul is tainted and ugly
Tainted enough where no one should ever want stuff from me
But I'm lucky, lovely people say such nice things for no reason
Except for the songs that I sing
When I was eighteen, I ******* prayed to God
That one day, I'll sing and the crowd would stop
But I'm still waiting
jay Feb 2020
A- you're adorable
B- you're the best
C- you're cute
D- you're dear to me
E- you're excellent
F- you're fine ;)
G- you're great
H- hehehe
I- I'm
J- just
k- kidding!
jay Sep 2019
roses are red
i have a phone
nobody texts me
im forever alone
the first in a cringy series.
jay Sep 2019
if it can fly then it should die
the second cringy poem
jay Nov 2019
have you ever been down the water spout
way down at the bottom of the water system
there you'll find a little alligator
who goes by the name of alfred; if you do
he's mine.
i lost him.
i threw him down the water spout
and now im feeling lonesome
cuz he's mine.
i miss him
this song brought back memories
not my work, not sure who made it tho.
jay Mar 2021
a simple i love you
and under stars, a-flight

but she is a name on a gravestone;
and he was drunk that night.
jay Feb 2019
what happens...
when we fall asleep,
and don't want to wake up?
PLEASE...I DON'T WANT TO DIE
i just...want to end the pain
jay Nov 2019
roses are red
violets are blue
sugar is sweet
and so are you

But the roses are wilting...
THE VIOLETS ARE DEAD...
The sugar bowl's empty

and so is your head.
?
jay Feb 2020
I know
you belong to somebody new
but tonight you belong to me
jay Feb 2019
Is it over?
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do you still love me?
jay Dec 2019
and i'd choose you:
in a hundred lifetimes...
in a hundred worlds...
in any version of reality...
i'd find you and choose you
jay Nov 2019
crazy me
crazy you
crazy one
crazy two
crazy three
crazy-
BOOM!
"No more crazy for you~"
whoopsie. guess im gone
jay Dec 2020
He was the picture perfect person
loved my mother oh so dearly
You could feel the love reverberate wherever in our building
If it'd feel the same today I wish I know
Sometimes you drive a car and lose control: into poles

hold me closely
i...dont think you should love me
cuz it always feels so lonely
knowing that nothing will ever last forever...
sorry frank youre much too late
jay Dec 2019
love is a drug
and i want to be your dealer...
jay Jan 2020
Dear me,
You know what? I hate you. I hate you more than anyone else does. The ONLY reason you are alive is because is to look after the important ones, the ones who need looking after. The ones who actually matter. but you cant even do that properly, can you? You FAIL at absolutely EVERYTHING and disappoint everyone... You deserve every single scar you have given yourself. You deserve all this pain. I hate you. Your ugly, worthless, and pathetic. Stupid and disgusting. Your easily replaced and forgotten. i hate you. I Hate You. I HATE YOU.
sincerely me
.
jay Jan 2020
intoxicated by sadness
in love with madness
I HAD NO FREAKING CLUE WHAT TO NAME THIS SO YEA
jay Feb 2019
If everything was gone,
would living without crying be easier?
please stop, don't be so kind
whatever i do i cant understand.
WHY CAN'T I UNDERSTAND YOU?
If everything was gone,
If I was gone,
would dying while smiling be easier?
jay Dec 2018
Did you ever love me?
or was it all fake.

Did you ever need me?
or was it a game.

Did you ever want to hold me
in your arms?

Did you mean to leave me
with a broken heart?

i never said I love you
You said it all the time
it turns out words mean nothing
because you had to say goodbye
jay Sep 2019
you know that I'm

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I'm falling for you
for my gf lol
jay Dec 2020
.My dad taught me 'bout
the monsters
That roam the depths of your head
Sometimes they'll make you real sad or
Or real real mad, or real real jealous


My father's married to a shape shifting monster
Who can sometimes take the form
Of a really really really nice woman
And although it seems super ******* frightening
Sometimes this scary monster makes
A really really great vanilla pudding
jay Feb 2020
I wish
You'd Listen Closer
To the Songs That I Play
'Cause the Lyrics Speak
The Words I Fail to say.
i wanna be cheesy. DONT JUDGE ME
jay Feb 2020
Can i Borrow a Kiss?
I Promise to Give it Back.
jay Dec 2018
Staring at an open screen,
screaming just to fill the noise.
Hoping that you'll never leave,
nothing else beyond the void.

Do we write to end our sadness?
or fuel the fires of our madness?
Do we write to end our pain,
knowing it will never change?

People always tell me
"Attention is what you seek!"
people always ask me
"why are you a freak?"
i can only give one answer
and that is "I don't know"
but is it such a crime
to just want to be loved?
jay Dec 2019
its great that the camera
never showed my tears
jay Jan 2020
i hate the way you talk to me,
and the way you cut your hair
i hate it when you talk to her
i hate it when you stare

i hate your shortest texts
and the way you read my mind
i hate you so much it makes me sick
it even makes me rhyme... :)

i hate it

i hate it when your always right
i hate when you lie
i hate it when you make me laugh
even worse when you make me cry

i hate it when your not around
i hate when you dont call
but mostly i hate the way i dont hate you
not even close
not even a little bit
not even at all
and also dont forget
im just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her...
jay Dec 2019
heehee
guess what?
i got a secret~

        
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i love you
heh
jay Dec 2019
dont be bitter
because im fitter
why hasnt it hit her
he doesnt wanna bang you
Somebody Hang You.
dont loose ur head
six
jay Apr 2020
.Roses are dead,
Violets are crying.
I'm stuck in the hospital,
They say that I'm dying
.
jay Nov 2020
im back :0
jay Dec 2019
Another sip
Another trip
Really too much
One too many
Never again
jay Jan 2020
choose me or loose me;
im not a backup plan and im definitely not a second choice.
jay Dec 2018
she wore your hoodie
with a smile on her face
until you broke her
then she had no place

you didn't mean it
you swore to god
now your hoodie
is left unworn

as she bled
as she cried
as she hurt
as she died

she wore your hoodie
with a tear down her face
until you broke her
and she faded away
jay Dec 2019
i sit in bed
and i wonder,
i wonder how long
i can go without saying i love you
jay Jan 2019
forbidden love.
tattered art.
an endless story,
of broken hearts.
a girl loves a boy,
a little cliché.
but forever, she hopes,
he will never go away.
a girl loves a boy,
the other girls friend.
She can never love him;
her love will never end.
two girls love a boy
but he can love neither,
he cries to break himself down
and to build them up higher
so the answer is simple;
who he must choose
a boy cant love someone,
when he cant even love himself
Hey this is an original poem
jay Jan 2020
if kisses were raindrops,
i'd send you showers.
if hugs were seconds,
i'd send you hours.
if smiles were water,
i'd send you the sea.
if love was a person,
i'd send you me.
jay Nov 2020
i mean aren't i supposed to know
where to go and how to feel
what happens? when i'm abandoned.
on this raft in a sea called my emotions
im afloat but my heart is drowning.
i still alive but the sharks are surrounding.
the same sharks that feed
on the broken moments in my head
AS I LAY IN MY BED
i lay, in my bed and stare at the ceiling
convincing myself its okay to be mistreated
is it
and i wish i could be someone. to him to her and to anyone. to you all thats reading this thank you for spending your time reading here. you are loved
jay Dec 2019
Teenagers act like we do
Because
We are treated like children
Yet we are expected to act like adults
Yup
jay Aug 2019
My pain, my misery, they fall from the sky
I try to ignore it, but it still gets by.
memories of what could have been,
The hatred screams under my skin.
pulsing through my veins is the anger I feel.
Wounds break open as soon as they seal.
Darkness surrounds me with every step I take.
I manage a smile that i wish wasn't fake
I laugh when people talk to me,
but alone i wonder what they see...?
i promise i'm fine, i am the same
Cuz i know they all have me to blame.
I know the truth, but it's locked in my heart,
And now it's slowly tearing me apart.
walking alone, roaming the halls.
laughing girls, suffocating walls
pierced through my skin, the terror of home
i guess that i'm finally...all alone.
if you dont get the last two lines its fine...but please dont ask.
jay Nov 2020
******* and **** your mom
she called me a ***** when i was way too young
and
******* and **** your friends
i'd never heard half of those slurs until i met them
.
******* cuz your ******* narcissistic
abuse me, use me, you're making me sick
so
******* for what you did
and even more ******* for what you didnt
jay Dec 2019
When I Say I'm Ok
I Want You To Approach Me
Hug Me Tight And Say...
"I know you're not"
jay Dec 2019
yet the sadness and agitation remained
unchanging
jay Nov 2019
I know i'm not supposed to
I know i shouldn't care
but how can i not catch feelings
when you're always right there
oop-
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