the disarmament of disagreements lends relationships the strength to endure

I'm so tired.

I'm so tired of being so afraid,
yet being so tired makes me so afraid.

I'm terrified.

I pull the sheets over my eyes,
but I never never close them
even though I'm so tired.

I cling onto the feeble belief
that tomorrow doesn't end till
I fall asleep.

I swallow it and it's the largest
pill I've ever had to take
and it is like a stone sinking
to the bottom of my stomach
and it never goes away.

Is this all there is?

Unfortunately
Men don’t respect, if the girl’s is so kind
Men don’t love, if the girl’s heart is beauty
Men don’t like, if the girl’s soul is pure
They just love the girl whose appearance is so brilliant