I feel lost without you
Your voice your words

The looks you make
You made me feel ok
And now without you here to talk to I don’t quite know my direction

I feel out of place
And I don’t like it
And at this moment there’s nothing I can do to fix this

While your without any control of this situation and how it goes
Im only about to just sit and wait to hear from you…

I want to cry with the thought of losing you
Why is that..

I’m anxious to know you
I want to see the deepest darkest sides of you
All of you
the good the bad the ugly
..and with that ugliness I’ll bring out the beauty in it .
I don’t know what it is
But you have captivated me
And my thoughts..
Now I smile
Now I laugh
I feel overly happy and it’s you your  bringing this to me ..
It’s you

It is raining outside
As it’s also raining within.
I am Lost for words.
Body embezzled
Mind imprisoned
As I just lie here while everything is still moving around me.
My heart is deep
My voice is soft
My eyes close and all I see are
Colors of mahogany and deep red wine and the smell of jasmine..
Feelings ruffle about within my mind
And then there’s..
The longing to be felt
To be heard
To be touched
The lingering thoughts
The prolonged nights
The yearning of love all while lieing here while everything is moving around me