Alvin Agnani

Alvin Agnani May 17

My mind is slipping.
Dripping in ink-like substance.
Feeding the rot.
Metastasizing throughout.
Loss of control.
Subjugated by chemical agents in conjunction with brain activity.

The real me.
You don't know.
And never will.
For I am still.
When you draw near.

Bittersweet addiction.
Sometimes I am sweet on you.

To my dismay...

It comes and goes.
I cannot change.
We are who we are.

#addictions

Alvin Agnani Mar 10

{Ghouls}

"Burn the cross."

Said the man in his cold, soulless kingdom.

A religion once promised to lead mankind out of darkness.

Now I see that religion is little less than a dying man's memoirs.

Defining deception, degeneracy and decrepit morality.

Your life built on lies, just like the world itself.

You-are-blind

#soami

Alvin Agnani Mar 10

{The Words of A Slave}

"Molten metal down my lungs
Branding iron on my tongue
City smog inside my mind.

~ The words of a slave."

You are him.
You are her.
There is no in between.

#chaingang

Alvin Agnani Mar 10

{F(r)iend}

You need a friend when you're alone in the dark.
You need a friend with whom you can talk.
You need a friend, but nobody knows.
You're simply refusing to speak.

Why is that?

Because nobody understands you.
Nobody wants to know you.
You know that you're lesser.

"The mirror is the most adept liar."

You're a f(r)iend.

Recognize truth.

You are your worst enemy.

#lies

Alvin Agnani Mar 10

{Forgiveness Is Expensive}

Forgiving will cost me everything.

I will try my hardest, but I'm not holding my breath.

There aren't a lot of givers in the world. Most people want to take from their neighbor.

Therefore, ask yourself this every time somebody acts out of kindness; "what could be their ulterior motives?".

If you can understand the psyche of people around you, you'll also learn to recognize the chaff in society; their patterns - and whom to avoid.

#whatcomesaroundgoesaround

Alvin Agnani Feb 22

{Alias}

As long as I hate myself, I will hate the world.
As long as I'm alive, I won't truly know what it's like to love.

Even now, with my head in my hands;

I can't love myself.

Fragile.
Useless.
Pathetic.
Crumble...

#corruption #weaknesses

Alvin Agnani Feb 15

{Puppet Master}

Do you find it enlightening?
We're all in the process of dying.

The world showed you who you are and you embraced it.

Your name means nothing. It never did.
Your life means nothing.
You are but a number in a binary system.
You will behave as you're told.

And die when I say so.

Sincerely,
A "Dear Friend"

We are enslaved.

#weareslaves #slavestothesystem