I put on a mask
That's covers my true emotions
Why should I tell you I'm NOT fine
When you look at me and
Say
Your overreacting
Your overthinking
Your lying...

HOLD
ON
PAIN
ENDS

how am i suppose
to explain
what the ****
i am feeling

how am i suppose
to explain
the anger that runs
through my ******* veins

that i was just a child
a helpless child
in a hallow room
filled with too much pain

to even        s p e a k

How much I have cried in the night
Nobody knows
I have cried in the loneliness
Forigve me
What kind of crime is this
Why should anyone share my pain
Or the thorns in my heart
When all this was written in my fate

STOP
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hurting me with your words
They **** me

Why is my living so hard
And so is my dying
The coward inside me
Doesnt let me do either
Too scared to be selfish
To end my life
In the fear  All who pray for my existence
Yet I pray i die.
And I don't even beleive in God