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It started out with three words: "Write it down". And so I did .. I stepped a few letters deeper, a few thoughts steeper and ...
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The things I use to leave in my head, will be said.
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Crystal Peterson May 2018
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Crystal Peterson
May 2018
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Time Since I've Cut Myself: 4 Years 9 Months 16 Days 11 Hours
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You've done it a hundred times before
But just when you thought the day would come
When you'd lose track of time
You'd forget when it was
And you wouldn't have to count anymore
You thought you were free of it
You'd made it far enough
You thought you'd gone long enough
You thought it was over....
You fall right back to zero.
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Time Since I've Cut Myself: 3 Years
Time Since I've Cut Myself: 3 and a Half Years
Time Since I've Cut Myself: 4 Years
Time Since I've Cut Myself: 4 and a Half Years
Time Since I've Cut Myself: 4 Years 9 Months 16 Days 11 Hours
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Time Since I've Cut Myself: 10 Minutes
You've done it a hundred times before
But just when you thought the day would come
When you'd lose track of time
You'd forget when it was
And you wouldn't have to count anymore
You thought you were free of it
You'd made it far enough
You thought you'd gone long enough
You thought it was over....
You fall right back to zero.
Syddy Raye Sep 2016
Its Been a While, Hasn't It?
Syddy Raye
Sep 2016
Its been while since I've thought of you
Since I've wondered how you've been
Since I've seen your face
Its been a while since you've talked to me
Since I've blocked out your ignorant ranting
Since I've had to tell someone to stop talking
Its been a while since I've observed your mental health
Since you've bashed on me for having an eating disorder
Since I knew you had one too
Its been a while since you've checked on me to see if I'm still alive
Since I've checked on you
Since you would even care if I did
Its been a while since I've cared to wonder about you
Since you've called me names
Since you've spread lies about me
Its been a while since I've heard your name
Since anyone has brought you up
Since I've seen you
Its been a while since I've felt happy
Since I've felt safe
Since I have worried about my appearance
Its been a while since I've had to auto-correct my sentences
Since you don't yell at me anymore
Since your sensitive *** isn't around anymore
Its been a while since I've been glad someone has left my life
Since I've felt free
Since I've been me
Since I've wondered how you've been
Since I've seen your face
Its been a while since you've talked to me
Since I've blocked out your ignorant ranting
Since I've had to tell someone to stop talking
Its been a while since I've observed your mental health
Since you've bashed on me for having an eating disorder
Since I knew you had one too
Its been a while since you've checked on me to see if I'm still alive
Since I've checked on you
Since you would even care if I did
Its been a while since I've cared to wonder about you
Since you've called me names
Since you've spread lies about me
Its been a while since I've heard your name
Since anyone has brought you up
Since I've seen you
Its been a while since I've felt happy
Since I've felt safe
Since I have worried about my appearance
Its been a while since I've had to auto-correct my sentences
Since you don't yell at me anymore
Since your sensitive *** isn't around anymore
Its been a while since I've been glad someone has left my life
Since I've felt free
Since I've been me