I want so much, much more than I deserve
I want your time, and your energy. More than you're willing to invest.
I want your opinions and your flirtations and your humor and your giggles and silly noises, not that I am even worthy.
You see, I want. I covet. I wish. If I could, I'd take without a second thought. But I cannot be that person, I am not that person.
So I want. And yet, that is still a sin.
So I burn, I writhe, I want, I need
my heart beats so fast whenever you're near me, my body temperature rises, my face flushes... of course I'll go to hell for this
I want to tell you how much I want you. But fear leaves the words ash in my mouth.